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Isn’t there a way that I can just drop dead?
Lost and confused, thoughts runnung through my head
Don’t know what to do, don’t know what to feel
But whatever my decission’s gonna be,
It’s gotta be mothafuckin’ real!
That’s what others said to me…
Can I dig that, do that?
And most important: do I want that?
Acting very stupid ‘cause of drugs and alcohol
Grabbing one of his homies in the bathroom
And that ain’t all…
Did it once before, felt the same way
Bullshit! Yeah, I know…but hey
You know it’s me man….
(True playa 4 real!)

People telling me I ain’t the one to blame
That I couldn’t help it, caught up in tha game
Didn’t want that guy, didn’t need no fame
Did it anyway, actions overruled by shame
Couldn’t look him in his eyes
Seein’ hurt, pain and confusion,
Like somethin’deep inside him dies
At the same time I was playin,
Parts of the two of us were dyin’
Couldn’t help it reminicin’
When that nigga started kissin’
his lips, his smell, his body, shit wasn’t feelin’ right
Primair feelings took control, when I wasn’t in his sight
Hopin’ he could stay in ignorance
‘Cause if he found out,
He’d be fed up, or would he give me one more chance?

Thinkin’ I tried to make him jealouse
Drinkin’ and dancin’, only with fellas
He dragged a girl to dance, called my homie
Dancin’ with her, tryin’ to diss me
Don’t care, know he doesn’t mean it
Treatin’ me like a hoe, a bitch…
Ignore…just what hé did
This party started lookin’ like paradise
But things weren’t clear until the sun rised
The strong love from once before’s gone
I’m afraid, but knowin’that I’m better off alone
Maybe I’m a little late with this conclusion
‘Better late, than never, stupidly blinded by seducion..’
Know that I got love for you, everywhere, allways
Forever, unconditional love, until the end of days
If this way‘s the best, we’ll just have to see
But there’s just not enough left, between you and me…

dit was de kladversie, goeie versie zit op de andere pc....

[Dit bericht is aangepast door Krez (13-03-2002).]