Therapy..
 

People just don't get it
How tired and drained I am
Put in the time
To get the grades
Too exhausted to do anything with it though
Forget the information in my delerium
Sleep deprived state
Pat me on the back
And frown at me later when I fuck up
When ya place too much responsibility on me
Expect me to regurgitate back
All that you watched me cram in
So tired
Ever hear of over load syndrome?
How about chronic exhaustion?
Maybe stress related suicidal tendencies?
Let me show you what they mean
Watch as I drag the blade up my arm
Down again
Observe my flat affect
And slow deliberate speech
See how I ignore your suicide assessment
Do I want to kill myself?
Duhhhhhhhh
Do I have a method?
Do you not have eyes?
Availability
You came into my kitchen so whatcha think?
Time to kill myself?
Now seems good
Still want to cram in everything I should know?
How about if we don't
I know the approaches
Don't use assertive therapy with me
Leave cognitive therapy for those who want to think
Just let me die
Soon now
Soon I can forget and
Just sleep.
Watch if you like
I know you are not to leave me alone
Call 112
The phone is in the livingroom
It takes them 15 mins to get here
Don't get discuraged now
Sometimes you just can't help
You didn't place the idea in my head
You just taught me how
As blood slows
And a body collapses
My last words are whispered
Don't forget to debrief
It's an important part of therapy for therapists.

Wel krachtig verwoord, veel gevoel er in, vanuit een kritische invalshoek geschreven. Ik vind het interessant om te lezen, je vertelt veel.:)

De zin; "Do you not have eyes?"> volgens mij niet goed engels(?)

wow!! :(.... heel erg mooi, zoals bijna al jouw gedichten die k gelezen heb (y):)