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Leaving...
sorry hijz best wel weer errug lang geworden :( najah ik hoop da jullie het wat vinden...
I see you placed in the ground Numb I look at the small crowd surrounding your grave site Tears in their eyes My mom standing by my side Sobbing loudly Slowly she looks up at me her nose red Eyes swollen She collapses My arms catching her quickly Easily knowing the routine Practice guiding her to the ground gently She starts to convulse Eyes rolling in her head Arms and legs flailing around I craddle her gentle Making sure her head is safe And that she is not hitting anything The crowd gasps Whispers of "fits" reach my ears Idiots It is called a seizure But I say nothing to them Murmurring softly It's ok momma Your safe now momma Just ride it out That's it Good It's ok momma Your safe now It's ok Come on momma You can beat this Your stronger then it Come on momma You are in control Follow my voice back Come on momma I love you so much momma I am so proud of you momma Please..... Stop shaking now momma It's ok Your safe I love you Tears fall down my face I start watching the watch Minutes drag by Still you stand in the middle of a crowd Someone called an ambulence Words of " it will be 20 mins before they can come" Float above me Still you shake Bleeding occurrs from you mouth and nose Trails of red fall down your cheeks 7 mins It's been 7 mins Then you stop Laying so still No heart beat No breathing Brain damage NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I scream into the air Craddling your body in my arms Snarling at anyone who tries to take you from me Momma....momma I rock back and forth The paramedics come Staring at the two of us Pained looks on their face Still I rock back and forth Tears streaming down my cheeks The paramedic comes over Trying to tell me they need to look at the body Take you to the hospital I look up with vacant eyes I see you standing next to grandma She was in the coffin You are holding each other Both are so happy But look sad when you see me You step closer Your arms out Lara........baby don't cry..... I stand up Walk towards your spirit Momma................why now? why? You smile sadly I see you are happy now Pain free You look young again Grandma smiles I'll take care of her for you now.......don't worry.... I smile slightly A dazed and confused smile to the on lookers The paramedic touches my elbow Concern etched on his face Miss? maybe you should come sit down over here.... I look back to where my mom and grandma stood They are gone Forever now I look back at him And then collapse His arms catching me Lowering my unconscious form to the ground The crowd whispers that I went crazy now Surely this will tip her over the edge... I heard nothing..... And so my nightmare begins.... |
Tering genade. 't is gewoon eng om te lezen.
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waauw!!!
echt super mooi...ik moest bijna huilen... echt *zoekt voor een goed woord* wauw...dat is het enige woord dat ik ervoor heb |
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Alleen ik heb de ervaring in gedachten met iemand anders.. :( Meissie je bent so fucking good! Weetje waarom het me zo pijn doet om dit te lezen..? Today is the day my nightmare begins... Ik heb pijn.. maar ik mag het niet laten zien :( Lara meisje, jij hebt talent, zoveel talent. Doe er iets mee! |
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Heel veel sterkte meis... |
:( vet mooi laar.....
zucht u heeft talent :) Lof joe :) |
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prachtig... :( *gaat ook bijna huile* echt heewl errug mooj.. |
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as shivers run down my back
i can only acknowlidge your skill such a feast such a meal i'm abliged to have met you in person ;) |
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denk terug aan zaterdag avond baroeg ;) kwas in gezelschap van een heel lief klein meisje :D wiens naam jullie direkt riepen toen ze aan kwam zetten :D weten jullie het nu nog niet? :p |
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