Now rain is here...
I watch the raindrops and feel death is near
The death of my feelings,my soul and my hope
Striving for sticking up to the straw
But I realize I can hold no more
I've made some mistakes
Of which now I truly repent
I wish I hadn't made those mistakes
But I'm sure that now it's too late
"For God's sake just stop!" I scream to myself
But self-destroying I never can help
It's a bad habit that I cannot change
If I try to repair my ruined heart
I will probably fail 'cause I'm not strong enough
I know that unhappiness always comes back
But happiness I don't know if I should expect
The raindrops are dropping on my shoulders and head
But I don't feel wet
I think I feel dead
Though I know I'm not yet…
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Sorry, Was I screaming again?
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