Why?

[Me=Mandy]

everyone asks me why i feel this way.
i don't know, you tell me.
i have no words to say.
i just want to be free.

i feel like there's no escape from this horrible place.
i know it's my fault i feel how i feel.
but underneath i have a diffrent face.
why is god teasing me, don't we have a deal.

i guess i'm just weird, but that won't help me out.
i'm all alone, and nothing is good enough for me.
i'm standing in a room where it's quiet and i shout.
why is there noone who will see.

the way i feel is just weird and insane.
i want it out of my system, be normal.
i never want to feel this way again.
the way i feel is horrible.

everything i do scares me.
i'm talking to people who I don't even know.
but it gives me more confidence, because now I can be free.
i want to go away. just go!

this is the last verse, are you happy right now?
i'm still wondering what made me so insane..
how did i get this feeling, how?
i feel like there's no sun,, just rain.