memories slowly fading..
Dreams come undone..
my heart begins to crumble..
What have I become?
The truth begins to twist..
Lies begin to form..
I can't help but wonder..
What the hell I'm fighting for..
Confusion overpowering me..
Insecurites begin to show..
My mask begins to wither..
My soul begins to glow..
Allow me to decieve thee..
Allow me to break free..
Away from your questioning..
So I won't have to explain anything..
I wish to hide from reality..
I desire to hide from me..
I don't like what I am..
I simply just don't like me..
Things have always been this way..
This hurt that I go through..
I don't want anyone to understand me..
But I'm so afraid you do..
Allow me to decieve thee..
Allow me to break free..
Away from reality..
from this person I don't want to be..
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Sorry, Was I screaming again?
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