Closed, frozen :(

[Black_Blasphemy]

Influences from outside myself
Trying to reach me
Seeking my soul

I have strength but I'm binded
On the safety on a world a did not choose
I can only close my heart
'till only hate is left

I freeze my own thoughts
So they won't hurt
So they won't show me
My pride is illusion

I seem so cold
But flames inside
Are slowly burning me

I'm seeking for a way out
A way to darkness
A way to my world
A way I can lend myself
To the truth in my life

What I have found
Is just protection of hate
There's an abyss between
Myself and the ones
Who hurt me with threatening love

[Disposable Kitten]

zusje.. you `ll ever make it..