24-01-2003, 18:59
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15 years living in sorrow,
silently waiting for tomorrow.
Hoping that it will be better,
But I know it doesn’t matter.
Soon it will al be gone,
Then all will be done.
Then I will live in pride.
Then they will be satisfied.
Then I can die in peace.
Then I will escape from the grease.
Then my life will go fast.
Then I will forget the past.
24-01-’03 Chris
Living my life in fear,
Everything is so clear.
Evil is lurking in the shadow,
Waiting for me to bow.
Torture was, but will be again,
Surviving in evil’s den.
Afraid that it will start oncemore,
Creatures haunt me to his core.
There I can’t resist his lies,
There my light dies.
24-01-’03 Chris
Feelings pouring down your soul,
Feelings that play an important role.
Your heart pounding through your chest,
Loving things you detest.
Everything seems different,
Reality looks bend.
Loved ones hurt you,
Nothing seems true.
Living in a lie,
You just want to die.
24-01-‘03 Chris
Suddenly reality is clear to see,
Death is reaching out for me.
Leeches sucking me dry,
Everything around me seems to die.
Pain is killing every inch,
Though he just gave me a pinch.
Death is taking me far away,
Far from heaven, far from the day.
Now my time has come,
Every fault I made is undone.
Now is my time to say goodbye.
Now is my time to fly.
24-01-’03 Chris
Kom hier dus echt nooit  maar dacht laat ik maar eens wat posten.
(nix is uit eigen ervaring ofzo. Owjah en mijn echt naam is Christian afgekort Chris  )
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