Why do I love what I hate
I hate that which I love
Afraid to love what's easy
more afraid to care recklesly
Afraid to let go
To forever lose what I've finally found
Will the past one day be the future
All I've felt, all I've known, seems so far away
All that I dispised for so long
seems so beautiful, so unbreakable
the look... that look....
Why that look?
Where are the feelings I trust
They left me alone with my crying heart
My heart... the one part to rely on
Swept away by a wispering thought.
The easy love has past
Feelings became thoughts
Thoughts became illusions
Illusions were the end
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one of gods better people
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