I feel hopeless

[Dragon's Mistress]

I feel hopeless with you so nearby
But still unreachable
I need to feel your skin
Your kiss again
I feel hopeless because you don't understand
Why I feel like this
It's the pain that you're so nearby
But no time to meet eachother
I have plenty of time
And if I didn't I would make time for you
Only you seem to search for escapes
So you don't have to speak to me in private
About those painful feelings I have
Can't you see I'm dying on the inside?
Can't you see it's your fault too?
Can't you see we can't go like this?
I don't want to feel like this
No, I don't want professional help,
We can work this out ourselves
Don't you get it?
I want it to be different
I can' control my feelings, never could
I wish I wasn't so insecure
I'd rather lose you then carry like this
I'm so afraid to lose you and you just don't seem to understand