You make me cry
Don't know if you care
But you're hurting me,
The way I was afraid of since we started
Seems like your avoiding me?
If you don't want to anymore just say it
It hurts,
But it will never cause as much pain as I have now
Pain because I don't know what may happen next
I'm so scared to lose the one I love again
But I'm even more afraid of waiting in doubt
And being lied to
Maybe you think you don't lie,
But staying with me
And not loving me
Is a lie to me
And I won't let someone get me down again,
Never,
Not Even You
I rather end it myself and feel sad for a while
Than stay with you and feel miserable because of the doubts I have.
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If you could see but were always taught that what you saw wasn't real. How does that feel? It feels blind
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