my concience is killing me,
all i feel is pain and fear.
it's like my heart is bleeding
and you're the only one who can stop it,
but you're there
and i'm here,
stucked between my feelings.
i gave you hope,
but you can't do anything with it.
i told you that i love you,
but we can't be together.
i'm not ready yet...
i'm feeling bad for everything i say and feel
i'm lying to myself everything is okay,
but it's not...
i have the feeling i'm drowning,
deeper and deeper away
i can't swim this ocean my dear,
i won't reach the end.
i'm feeling weak for don't just make a choice,
not just deciding what i want.
i'm building a wall around me
block myself for all those feelings
but then you come back
and everything i build
for keeping you away is falling apart
why?
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mn haartjes zijn roze, en k heb n evil zusjuh gevonden (op straat jah :p)
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