Cursed

*prutsel*

The silence is threatening
and darkness fogged by tears
here I lay still on my bed in the dark
pinned down and choking
of paralyzing fear

The dark is heavy and I'm
waiting for the dreams to come
holding you closer in thoughts
only daring to long

The wanting never fades and that
bittersweet kiss on my lips
your touch gripping and tangling
then tasting the poison in my blood
as I slowly loosen your grip on my hips

The dark is pressing
and now that I've lost you
I imagine you here, dream forever
knowing your lies were never true