Who was I talking to the other day
I thought I knew
But now I’m not so sure no more
It almost seemed like talking to a wall
Not a wall of bricks
Not even a wall of ice
It was deeper inside
Like a wall of indifference
Like someone spoke for you
Forgotten all we’ve been through
Forgotten all we’ve shared
Forgotten all we’ve done together
That makes me kind of scared
If you had a problem
You should have told me so
I’ve asked you so many times
But you denied it all the times
What is it I need to know
Is there something wrong with you
Is there something wrong with me
I thought we understood each other
But I guess I was wrong again
You’re like Hotel California
Once you get in, you can’t get out
Jet you push me away
When you don’t want me to leave
You ask me to stay
But this way I can’t do that
I have a little self respect left
Enough to tell you no
The tides will turn from now
I’ll be the one in demand
You’re game is not the one I’ll play
Even if you would ask real nice
Even if you command me to
You’d have to kill me first
I make my own decisions
Don’t need you to make them for me no more
My mind is stronger now
I don’t want to be mad at you
I want to be understanding
But you don’t give me much of a choice
I’m sorry, but you screwed up
If you want my services again
You’d better give me a good reason
I won’t fall for anything no more
After what you’ve pulled on me
You better have a real good excuse
I’m not your slave you know
I won’t be here forever
Someday someone else will be with me
And you’ll finally be total history
I don’t want you to want me
I allow you to want me
Because it serves my own advantage
But now I suggest you find your ****
Another place to fulfil it’s needs
All I ever wanted from you was your friendship
If you can’t give me that, what can you give me
You said you could give me something else
I gave you an audition
I was almost ready to let you pass the test
But sadly enough, I’ll have to tell you you’ve failed
And it’s your own stupid fault this time
I’m not the one to blame this time
I took the blame all the times before
For the sake of being with you
But last time was the last time
This time you’ll take the blame for your own actions
I won’t live in a lie no more
You’ll have to suffer the consequences
You’ve put up for yourself
I’m not going to protect you no more
Face the world on your own for once
See that you’re not always right
That being wrong sometimes isn’t that bad
You can only learn from it
Once you’ve learned the way to live in truth
Try again, maybe I’ll give you a second chance
I won’t promise anything because maybe I can’t keep them
Look around you for a change
You’re not the only one here on this planet
Nothing wrong with holding on to what you’ve got
But learn you can expand as well
You’re not one for giving in I know that
But for once don’t be so stubborn
And listen to me for a change
If you know this already than show me
Let me know I’m right
The last thing I want to do is fight
So I’m holding back my feelings
This are my senses speaking to you
Break down the wall now
Let things through if you want to learn
I’ll guide you if that’s what will help
But don’t let me talk to walls no more
Because I’m sick of that…
Let me talk to you
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