Hope

[Aysha]

sometimes i lay in my bed and think about my god.
i do not honour him, i have no respect.
i wish whenever i think that a wish may come true.
i never knew that god had maybe something else to do.
a god is more than just a faith it is someone up there.
and when i know that he;s around sometimes i can get scared.
i want to know what god does with all these people here.
i never wanted god to be someone i didn't know.
even though i talk to god, as much as i may do.
i never come to church or anything like that, that's what i'd never do.
if my father would be someone else, i'd be in church right now.
i need to feel a bond between him and me, i need to know he's real.
i want to talk to him, but also.. that would make me scared.
because i've been selfish.. and i've never honoured god.
i'm so afraid for that my luck is just a charm.
i always saw that god protected me in his arms.
i want to know my answer, but i also really dont.
i don't want to be me.. not anymore....

ik wil ff zeggen, dat ik het heel leuk zou vinden als jullie mij een berichtje zouden sturen.
ik weet dat mijn ''gedichten'' soms vaag zijn.
maar ik schrijf wat ik voel.
en dat rijmt gewoon soms niet.
sommige zinnen hoeven niet te rijmen vind ik......
ik wil schrijven wat ik voel.. en dat doe ik.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx... love: Hannah (Hannah was al bezet.. dus nam ik Aysha.. zo heet mijn nichtje)

[Dit bericht is aangepast door Aysha (04-11-2001).]