Sitting still, staring into space, thinking in my head, what is left for me to face?? I
have gone through it all..All the emotions that people go through.. I sometimes like
to wonder, where has my happiness gone to?? Maybe down the drain, where all my
hopes and dreams washed away..Maybe I never had them, maybe its not meant to
be..Me, ever being able to be happy..Its really hard to think of yourself when others
don't care..All they worry about is themselves, why would I want to be apart of a
society like theirs?? My heart really hurts..and I don't know why..Too many things
happen so its really hard to deny..Deny this pain that taunts me..Deny the tears
that is falling down my face..I try to be strong..As strong as I can be...but that isn't
enough..to keep me happy..Why do I have to be so sensitive?? Why do I have to
feel?? Too many thoughts are going through my head in which I can deal..I don't
know what to do..Maybe there is only one option left for me to chose..That pathway
of darkness, that everyone fears to go through..But if I can escape from my misery
what do I've got to lose??
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Sorry, Was I screaming again?
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