Here I am

[Cinamon]

Here I am, sitting all alone,
From what I hear when you were moving away
I didn’t know, but I always seem to be the last
To realise that when is actually today…

Somebody said to me,
That I had to believe in you
Everything would be all right
But me, I don’t really know what to do

Also some one saw me,
Told me that I would never see you again
Never? For how long is that?
All of a sudden my world seemed to end

Here I am, sitting all alone,
From what our memories were and are
I miss you, like I never did before…
Were are you? I know you’re not that far...

So this is it? I am never going to see you again?
I’m sorry, I’m sorry for everything and less I caused to you…
I hate you so much but I miss you a lot…
I’m sorry for all of that and more, I’m sorry for hating you,
But most of all, loving you the way that I do…
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Small child, big dreams
Sweet nightmares and painful wishes
Hate to love someone
Love to look at damage that has been done

Grown up child, little dreams
Hopeful wishes and scaring believes
Love to survive
Hate to fail society’s life
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Thrown away like a regular paper bag
No value at all, made me feel trashy and dirty
I should’ve bought a mirror and held it in front of you
Now it’s your turn, I won’t let you off easy
You’re nothing more than a player
I’ll make you feel miserable and make you want to go
This will teach you not to mess around
Specially not with me, why is what I’ll show
Honey, you’re in for the time of your life
What you see is for once and never more
Trash is what you turned me in, dirt is what you are
These ways are mine and I’ll show you what they’re good for
Off you go, into the streets, away from your beautiful life
Try to survive here, see how you do
I had to, I lived and took care of myself
But now boy, how about you?
I think you’ll die or even worse
Beg me for forgiveness everything I gave to you
Give it back to me, even more
And I if you will, you’ll stay live the same stuff I went through…
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Het zijn drie gedichten (goh )
Enneh ik wilde graag even weten wat JULLIE er van vonden
Groetjes!

Ik vind de tweede heel sterk, ik weet niet waarom precies... *is even stil* go girl!

[Cinamon]

Heey thanks girl!

OM HALF 1 ONLINE???
en ik zit daar om 9 uur.. hehe
geen inge... komt ze gezellig even om half 1 replyen

but thanks

xxx

ps. working on some better stuff though (a bit better)