24-08-2001, 20:27
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To AngelLena's mum
My eyes As black as death They look not sensitive But it's all faked My heart Feels like it stands still It doesn't want to live anymore But I do I know life is beautiful I know it smells like a flower I know it's worth to be lived But I often don't see it I want to lose my problems I want to feel lucky I'm trying, really trying very hard But I guess I'll not really make it now I know my friends offered their help I want to take it, believe me I also don't know what to do anymore But in a way, I can't accept their help But believe me, I really want to, but don't know how I know I hurt them and I don't want to But I don't know how to behave And my family, I don't know I think they must show me they care And they don't really… This isn't what I want I know I have to make choices Also know I'll have to do it for myself I know what I want to do with my life But I will not really make it now I also know nobody deserves pain for being in this world But when I feel gloomy, I don't see… I know I'm lucky me that I am born But my only wish is, I could feel lucky I'm really trying to love myself But I will not really make it now Maybe within a while But it feels like it's gonna take years… I know I can't be perfect Also know nobody can be I just want to feel lucky And that's my only wish So if I could God ask just one question I would ask just such a simple question I asked him so often And it's so simple But why doesn't He (who doesn't exist, but ok…) Give me Just a little good luck So I can find myself back And feel lucky Feel warm Feel very pretty So I can live my live in the way I want So I can love myself And so there aren't only tears coming up Only tears for being lucky Than I would thank him all my life 'cause I preyed so often For some good luck Why don't I get it… I wish… Please… ~Black Angel~ ~ Ik weet dat het geen mooi gedicht ofzow is, maar 't is gewoon zeg maar een soort antwoord ofzow… Nja, 't is goed bedoeld zeg maar… J~
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24-08-2001, 22:18
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Nou, ik vin em heel erg mooi. M'n mams is op moment niet echt thuis, maar zo gauw ze thuis is (zondag denk ik) laat ik het haar lezen... Oke?
Love you, miss ya. xxx Angel Lena
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25-08-2001, 11:32
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Ik ken het gevoel van jezelf haten en je omgeving haten, en hoeveel mensen ook zeggen dat je geweldig bent: het dringt niet door.. Alle dingen die ooit zo mooi waren glijden aan je voorbij, terwijl de deprimerende dingen die ooit aan je voorbij gleden nu blijven hangen. Het is moeilijk om daaruit te ontsnappen, maar met een beetje geluk en veel goede wil KUN je het! ik geloof het.. mooi gedicht trouwens!
Oh trouwens.. ANGELLENA: ik wou dat ik net zo'n moeder had als jij.. Mijn ouders houden zich overal buiten, bemoeien zich niet met mn vrienden en zeker niet op zo'n manier.. Wees er voorzichtig op.. veel liefs, Genesis
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25-08-2001, 11:35
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26-08-2001, 22:15
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Kus, Marchje Ik mis jou ook!!! 
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27-08-2001, 16:21
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Heeft ze um al gelezen??? Lama trouwes... k zit steeds met de ged8te in mijn hoofd dat het vrijdag is op de een of andere manier...
 Kus, Marchje
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