Sadness everyday for me

[TwiSt]

It´s been a while now we both went our own way
But it feels like yesterday
And I can´t get you out of my mind
All I do is staring me blind
Thinking about you till I get mad
It makes me so goddamn sad
´Cause it´s like we never shared our love before
That´s why my heart hurts so much more
I tried so hard to hide the pain
But deep inside I can´t explain
I´m so confused that I cannot cry
I´m asking myself why?
Why do I feel so fucked up but there are no tears?
I bottle up all my feelings because of my fears
Fears of telling the world how I feel inside
Fears for the pains I hide
It all brings me down, at night I lie awake
Because all the thoughts are almost more than I can take
These thoughts are hard to say
I miss you everyday
And I letted you know, but it was all in vain
You didn´t want to see my pain
I think my broken heart won´t mend
So I have to deal with this pain till the end


Me 1e gedicht die ik ooit schreef. Erg cliché dat wel, maar voor mezelf was het toen wel een manier om me verdriet te verwerken.

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