On my own

[Cinamon]

Okay dit is niet echt als gedicht bedoelt...
Gewoon ff feelings...

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Now I get it
I wasn’t sure
But this made it clear
This would be my shield
Against my biggest fear
I thought I couldn’t live without
I thought I wouldn’t live without
Then I remembered
I’ve done that for all my life
On my own
Didn’t need anyone
So why would I right now?
It’s all so clear now
I do want to
But I don’t need to
I’ll quit
Stop continuing this shit
I scared everybody off
I always do
I did that on my own
Every time I tell someone what I feel
Even if it isn’t clear
They take a step back
Now I know why
People don’t want a girl
This shy
Fear written all over her face
This stupid
This insecure about her case
Never knowing what to do
It’s all so clear now
I can do this on my own