How long before it's over

[LittleGirly]

How long before it's over
how long before it's gone
how long until the end
that'll show me what it all meant
all the chances i've been given
all the lives were worty livin
I washed everything away with the rain
that's what it takes to kill the pain
the anger the fear, I'm slowly dieing
my heart knows but my mind keeps lying
my vision is blurred it's clear what tears say
but inside I know I'll have to obbey
scared and tired I draw the line
the gap keeps on growing what's wrong and what's fine
it's starting to scare me, the end is so near
but this will be the end of my pain and my fear
Now it's all over now it's all gone
The time I waited was much too long
the chances that I trew away
the lives I destroyed every day
I drawed my line I can't go back
Slowly I fall in my own black gap