Saaicrets that could totally ruin your life #1651

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@Sarah dit artikel was over leugenaars uit de kast, mensen met een baan en met gelogen diploma willen vast niet in een artikel.

Ik ben onderaan de pagina, en ik ga geen nieuwe pagina openen, want sinds 16:15 heb ik alleen 1 brief geschreven en dat zou maar een half uur moeten duren en geen anderhalf gelukkig heb ik geen drukke dag vandaag.

[Noedelhap]

Maar hoe kun je nou je opleiding bij elkaar liegen? Alhoewel, bij nader inzien, je diploma's worden nooit gecheckt, referenties worden amper nagetrokken...Maar ja, het gaat toch om de ervaring ipv de papiertjes, dus bij een sollicitatie val je alsnog wel door de mand.

[Noedelhap]

En ik ben nu ook al wat verder met lezen, best fascinerend. En die reacties ook erbij, prachtig

Die op reddit was er via een vriend binnengekomen, dus geen diplomacheck. De anderen heb ik nog niet gelezen.

Noedelhap schreef:

Maar hoe kun je nou je opleiding bij elkaar liegen? Alhoewel, bij nader inzien, je diploma's worden nooit gecheckt, referenties worden amper nagetrokken...Maar ja, het gaat toch om de ervaring ipv de papiertjes, dus bij een sollicitatie val je alsnog wel door de mand.

Hier zijn het vaak mensen die pas in het laatste semester falen, dan heb je 90% van die ervaring/kennis wel en kun je je er kennelijk doorheen bluffen.

Oh je bedoelt aan kennis natuurlijk. Want die op reddit had z'n laatste 2 jaar niet gedaan. Hm.

I am a medical professional. I arrived on a scene that had two patients. One was a victim of rape and severe battery. Can't say her age, but she was young. The other was the near-death rapist. The rapist was the victim's father. The mother had caught and subsequently beaten him with a baseball bat.
I let him die en route to the hospital.
*A few edits for clarification:
She lived.
The mother was not prosecuted, as far as I'm aware. I've never been contacted by her or her family.
I am not proud, nor am I gloating. I have never (and will never) do any such thing again. It was the wrong thing to do. I was young, inexperienced, and it was the most violent and grotesque scene I'd witnessed up to that point. I'm human, and I snapped. I sought therapy, and have come to terms with it. It's never happened again, even to those who some might feel deserve it.

Dit kan ik me ook best voorstellen Al is het natuurlijk VERKEERD en alles, maar toch.

Je hebt natuurlijk ook gewoon van die banen waar je begint als junior dit en dat en intern verder opgeleid wordt, en waar je alle kennis van je studie zelden gebruikt.

Ik heb een paar vrienden/vriendinnen die management trainee zijn en die zeggen hun studie ook nauwelijks toe te passen.

En als ik zie wat onze 4ejaars hbo stagaire nu kan ben ik ook niet erg onder de indruk

[Carn]

Ik heb ook niet heel veel aan mijn studies gehad als het gaat om inhoudelijke kennis. Meer een beetje probleemoplossend vermogen; maar dat was het wel. Maar dat geldt volgens mij voor alle opleidingen wel; meestal is een opleiding meer om jou te attenderen op wat je waar moet zoeken en om te controleren of je de nodige kennis op hebt gedaan, het 'leren' doe je toch zelf thuis.

ik gebruik wel veel kennis van mijn studie

behalve dat ik dingen als celbiologie en histologie en microbiologie en al dat soort dingen uit het 1e jaar, eigenlijk alleen gebruik om uitleg te geven aan nieuwsgierige&intelligente patienten, en op het forum.
En in het eerste jaar had ik gespreksvaardigheidstraining waar ik leerde om in reactie op een vervelend symptoom te zeggen 'wat vervelend zeg!' en dat heb ik tijdens de coschappen weer heel snel afgeleerd want weet je hoe nep dat klinkt.

[Carn]

Ja, maar ik gok dat je het gros van die kennis opgedaan hebt door een door je studie aangewezen boek uit je hoofd te leren gok ik zo

Voor mijn gevoel heb ik de meeste van de daadwerkelijk nuttige kennis hvan mijn studie, opgedaan door dingen op te zoeken over ziektes van patienten die ik tegenkwam bij mijn coschappen, eigenlijk.

[Carn]

In dat geval dus meer 'de praktijk'.

Deze is zielig

Meisje die stemmen hoorde, weer beter is bladiebla en dan:

That's not my secret, I've mentioned it to a few very select people that I truly trust. My secret is that I miss them. I miss them with with all my heart. Even Misery. They were friends and family, they were close to me, they understood me, and they were always there for me. Now even with real friends and family, there's nobody that close.

blablab

Being crazy feels amazing, whether it's good or bad. Even the bad crazy where I'd stay awake all night because I knew something was going to get me in my sleep and I'd try to claw the evil out of my skin, even that's preferable to being normal because the intensity is indescribable. I miss everything about being crazy. I miss it more than I can possibly describe.

I was raised in a very unhealthy environment. My mother was only concerned about her career and I was in her way. So she was happy that my father spent a lot of time with me and didn't care what we actually did in that time. My father, uncle and friends of them started abusing me when I was too young to remember and when my mother couldn't deny it any more, she made a deal with my father and some of his friends. She got the job she always wanted and they were allowed to do whatever they liked to do with me. So I ended up in a lot of child porn, in too many beds of too many people (men and women) and pretty messed up. When I was 12 I got the first time pregnant and my father gave my daughter away. The same happened with my son to whom I gave birth with 15 and my second son which I gave birth to at the age of 17. I was hoping all the time, that my children will live a better life than me and not end up being raped and tortured their whole life. When I was 19 I was pregnant again, but when I was 20 weeks in I discovered that my own daughter ended up in a similar circle of pedophiles like I did. My "master" talked about it to my father and they were making fun about the fact that it would be so "funny" if I would torture my own daughter and make a dog go down on her. My first thought was to kill myself and end this nightmare. But at the same time I was hoping that I can help my children at some stage. But I was devastated, being pregnant again, discovering that my own daughter has to suffer and thinking that they might also do something to my sons if they were still alive. So I decided to bring an end to some of their power and end my pregnancy. I don't want to go into details but in the end it turned out that by my action I will never be able to have children again. I know that this sounds like a bad horror movie and many will ask why nobody ever asked questions or why I am not going to the police. First of all I am scared to death, second of all I don't know what they will do to my children and third of all I have no evidence. If I'm going to tell anyone, I will not only endanger the lives of my children but also ruin the lives of too many other people. So my way lead me to live in another country and being a complete coward for not trying to rescue my children. I feel horrible for it every day and every night and I hope so much that one day I will have enough money to find my children and give them the possibility to live a free life.

Edit: I know that this all is really hard to believe and I understand everyone who doubts my story. Even I would get suspicious myself, when someone tells all this, says how much her own children are in danger and doesn't start immediately to grasp every help one could get. I am also aware of the fact that it might come across as if I am just looking for attention or even money. No matter how much I try to explain why I do and do not do certain things, there will be always people who doubt me and call me a liar. should I go mad about it? I do not think so. It is good that people ask critical questions and follow their guts.

So I came to the decision that I will report everything anonymously to "Missing and Exploited Children". But therefore I need time. I have to recollect as many memories as possible and due to my dissociative disorder it is not easy to gather this information. I am not looking for an excuse or saying "Oh, that is another part of me and I do not know what he / she knows". Up to now I got a lot of memories back and I am trying to be once "whole" again. One may also ask why I do it anonymously and am not going to reveal myself to anyone. Call it cowardly or suspicious or whatever, but I have massive trust issues and also want to live a bit longer. Luckily I am in the position now that I have some places to go where I will be safe.

I will try to answer as many of your questions, but please try to understand or accept / tolerate that I will not answer everything and will not give any details which put my children or me in further danger.

I do not know if I will get something like a "message received" when I report everything, but if I do get one, I will post it here. This is the only proof I can give.

En een meisje van 16 die een illegale abortuspil bestelt en daarmee haar kind van 6 maanden aborteert (of er eigenlijk gewoon van bevalt) (ze wist niet dat ze al zover was).

[Carn]

Carn schreef:

Ik heb ook niet heel veel aan mijn studies gehad als het gaat om inhoudelijke kennis.

hiermee bedoel ik eigenlijk 'de momenten dat ik colleges had / op school moest zijn'

I ejaculate on toilet paper rolls in public restrooms.

Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee iehl

[Miekje*]

Hello everyone! Ik moest vandaag voor de laatste keer de schoolboerderij voeren, en het was godzijdank helemaal niet zo'n heel erg zootje . En nu ben ik er lekker vanaf voor het komende jaar.

[Martiño]

Sarah schreef:

Voor mijn gevoel heb ik de meeste van de daadwerkelijk nuttige kennis hvan mijn studie, opgedaan door dingen op te zoeken over ziektes van patienten die ik tegenkwam bij mijn coschappen, eigenlijk.

Ik ook (tijdens stage dan). Toen werd het voor mij pas echt duidelijk welke kennis echt paraat moest zijn en welke niet. En sommige dingen zoals organisatie, beroepsmatig handelen, patiëntencontact en simpele dingen zoals hoe je een patiënt makkelijk en goed overtilt leer je sowieso alleen maar in de praktijk.

[Chick Rock]

moesasji schreef:

Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee iehl

Godver wat een ranzig idee

I attempted to kill my father by putting some cleaning stuff in his waffles when I was 8. He said they tasted funny and nothing happened.

Tot hier moest ik er om lachen dus de rest laat ik maar achterwege

[Noedelhap]

.sann schreef:

I am a medical professional. I arrived on a scene that had two patients. One was a victim of rape and severe battery. Can't say her age, but she was young. The other was the near-death rapist. The rapist was the victim's father. The mother had caught and subsequently beaten him with a baseball bat.
I let him die en route to the hospital.
*A few edits for clarification:
She lived.
The mother was not prosecuted, as far as I'm aware. I've never been contacted by her or her family.
I am not proud, nor am I gloating. I have never (and will never) do any such thing again. It was the wrong thing to do. I was young, inexperienced, and it was the most violent and grotesque scene I'd witnessed up to that point. I'm human, and I snapped. I sought therapy, and have come to terms with it. It's never happened again, even to those who some might feel deserve it.

Dit kan ik me ook best voorstellen Al is het natuurlijk VERKEERD en alles, maar toch.

Die wou ik ook net quoten, zo bizar vond ik 'm!

[Noedelhap]

I accidentally killed seven people.

I put a rag into a new water heater exhaust to keep debris out and installed it in a rental.

I get a call a week later, there's been an accident. I show up and there's a ton of ems and police. They ask me where the gas shutoff is, and I go down to shut the gas off and see the end of the rag I forgot sticking out of the top of the heater.

Ripped the rag out, shut the gas off and head upstairs only to be told all the tenants were DEAD.

I drink all day now and sleep. It's killing me from the inside every single day, but if I say anything my family is ruined; we have a bunch of rental properties and we'd be shut down.

WTF

Noedelhap schreef:

I accidentally killed seven people.

I put a rag into a new water heater exhaust to keep debris out and installed it in a rental.

I get a call a week later, there's been an accident. I show up and there's a ton of ems and police. They ask me where the gas shutoff is, and I go down to shut the gas off and see the end of the rag I forgot sticking out of the top of the heater.

Ripped the rag out, shut the gas off and head upstairs only to be told all the tenants were DEAD.

I drink all day now and sleep. It's killing me from the inside every single day, but if I say anything my family is ruined; we have a bunch of rental properties and we'd be shut down.

WTF

Ja echt he

[Chick Rock]

Echt wat een vreselijke dramaverhalen daar zeg, man he

Ik vind het jammer dat veel mensen op het forum elkaar kennen en zo'n topic hier nooit een succes zou worden.

[Chick Rock]

.sann schreef:

Ik vind het jammer dat veel mensen op het forum elkaar kennen en zo'n topic hier nooit een succes zou worden.

Zou misschien kunnen als iedereen een uc maakte voor dat topic.

Misschien moet je die shit in LJH plempen

Chick Rock schreef:

Zou misschien kunnen als iedereen een uc maakte voor dat topic.

Neuh, dat blijft geen geheim. Er zijn mensen die IP's kunnen zien en crosslinken waar nodig

Chick Rock schreef:

Zou misschien kunnen als iedereen een uc maakte voor dat topic.

Dan weten alleen de fb's wie je bent

Noedelhap schreef:

I accidentally killed seven people.

I put a rag into a new water heater exhaust to keep debris out and installed it in a rental.

I get a call a week later, there's been an accident. I show up and there's a ton of ems and police. They ask me where the gas shutoff is, and I go down to shut the gas off and see the end of the rag I forgot sticking out of the top of the heater.

Ripped the rag out, shut the gas off and head upstairs only to be told all the tenants were DEAD.

I drink all day now and sleep. It's killing me from the inside every single day, but if I say anything my family is ruined; we have a bunch of rental properties and we'd be shut down.

WTF

http://www.connecttristates.com/news...9#.T6K5KMVz2Hx

Chick Rock schreef:

Zou misschien kunnen als iedereen een uc maakte voor dat topic.

Fb's vertrouw ik al helemaal niet

Noedel: deze stond al op onzin maar ik neem aan dat je 'm daar niet hebt gelezen :

When I was around 10 or 11 years old, one of the maid's daughters, who was probably 13 or 14 at the time had a pretty weird relationship with me. We both mutually liked each other but the relationship just couldn't happen because my mother strictly forbid me to associate myself with any of the attendants or their family. We did some mild petting I guess. She touched my penis and I played with her vagina. I don't recall any sort of intercourse. Don't even think I was even old enough for that.
We had a bunch of dogs in the back area, mainly german shepard mutts. I personally love dogs and all sorts of animals so I frequently spent my time in the back lot with the dogs. I watched the dogs mount each other and was interested in what they were doing. I even once saw one of the dogs lick it's own penis and it would grow and I guess the dog cums out after a certain amount of licking. Yeah, it was kinda gross but I was interested. I went over to feed the dog and that she was in the back lot helping her mom hang some clothes. I told her about my pretty fucked up idea. I wanted her to get mounted by one of the bigger dogs and she agreed to it. We waited a couple of days when absolutely no one was home except for maybe a couple of other of the attendant's kids for her to do it. She stripped down and walked over to one of the bigger dogs and kneeled down on all fours in front of the dog. The dog started sniffing her backside for a few seconds and she got up and ran. The dog then chased after her and jumped on her back. She didn't fully fall face first as she went down on all four again (hands & knees). The dog then went on to having sex with her.
A few weeks later she committed suicide. I don't know if it was because of my idea or if there were any other causes to leading to her suicide. To this day I still think that my juvenile mind could have caused the death of another person.

[Chick Rock]

Quintiano schreef:

Neuh, dat blijft geen geheim. Er zijn mensen die IP's kunnen zien en crosslinken waar nodig

In dat geval zal ik maar geen uc maken om mijn diepste geheimen te posten

[Chick Rock]

The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas is vanavond op tv. Laat ik die maar niet kijken, ga ik vast weer keihard huilen

Shit, ik heb 'm nog niet gezien maar ik moet vroeg naar bed

Ik dacht dat ik de bodem bereikt had. "23587 meer reacties laden"

[Chick Rock]

Ik vond 'm wel erg indrukwekkend. En goede acteurs.

[Lorelei]

Wat maken mensen een boel rare dingen mee

[Noedelhap]

moesasji schreef:

http://www.connecttristates.com/news...9#.T6K5KMVz2Hx

.sann schreef:

Noedel: deze stond al op onzin maar ik neem aan dat je 'm daar niet hebt gelezen :

Nee, had m nog niet gelezen, allemachtig

Chick Rock schreef:

Ik vond 'm wel erg indrukwekkend. En goede acteurs.

Ik was erg onder de indruk van het boek dus de film moet ik ook zeker zien. Maar vanavond komt nou net slecht uit Hoe laat en welke zender?

moesasji schreef:

http://www.connecttristates.com/news...9#.T6K5KMVz2Hx

[Chick Rock]

.sann schreef:

Ik was erg onder de indruk van het boek dus de film moet ik ook zeker zien. Maar vanavond komt nou net slecht uit Hoe laat en welke zender?

20.30-22.25 net5

.sann schreef:

Ik dacht dat ik de bodem bereikt had. "23587 meer reacties laden"

Ik heb al wat uurtjes gelezen het is een soort van voortdurende trainwreck