13-02-2002, 13:49
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tis een heel erg triest gedicht voelde me toen owk heel erg kut tis wel allemaal fantasie maar de druppels rolde tog wel over mun wangen...
You lay there Sweat on your brow from the effort to remain silent Not scream out your pain Your eyes they beg me to help you I have done all I could The doctor gave you pain medication already But it hasn't worked in awhile Your starting your last stages The cancer spreading throughout your wasted body Frail bones where muscle should be I hate seeing someone once so full of life Reduced to this You did everything Chemo, radiation, medications Nothing worked The cancer spread faster then even the doctor's thought it would You went through everything you did Because I asked you to To try and fight this disease To not leave me Now you ask me To help you Your body not strong enough to do it on your own You whisper to me Please....let me die.....help me die......please....it hurts...too much now... A tear passes my strength I made you suffer this long I made you lose your beautiful hair And learn to life life in pain To throw up everything you eat To see visually the structure of your frame I asked you to suffer all of this For me So I would not lose you You did it to You tried your best You can't survive this You asked me for one this in return Let me die.......help me die... . How can I deny you? Yet how can I kill you? How could you ask me to? How could I condemn you to suffering like this? A moan escapes your lips Please.... I nod Tears in my eyes I go and grab my insulin I fill the needle full It saves the life of diabetics like me But even a little bit can kill a non diabetic like you I fill a second needle Then a third I take then to you You see what I have planned Are you sure? My last plea to change your mind You nod your head Please.........Help me die I inject one, two, three into your leg The insulin takes approximately 30 mins to work for non diabetics I sit by your side Start talking to you Telling how much I love you How sad I will be without you How brave you have been through it all How sorry I am to make you go through this You listen to every word Squeezing my hand tighly Silencing me No regrets...........don't blame.....yourself........ You helped me.......set me free.....of pain Thank you..... Your body starts to shake Your eyes take on a confused look The insulin has started coming to the end of your sugar supply Time starts to draw near Promise me........don't tell.............never...........promise.... My eyes widen with horror Please........promise..... Finally I nod... I promise Your eyes start to shut Thank you..........thank... Were your last words Your hand goes limp and still in mine Sobbing I grab your body Pull it close to mine Screaming NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..... I stay holding you close The doctors come rushing in Then seeing that you are gone They leave again Giving me my moment of grief They don't know I killed you They just think that you died on your own They don't know.......... My tears stop I remember my promise made in your last moments of death It was unfair of you to make me promise that But it was unfair of me to make you go through what you did You kept your promise to try everything I'll keep mine To not tell My eyes dry now I leave the room Letting the nurses prepair the body My eyes dry And dead.........
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13-02-2002, 14:43
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 mijn ogen tranen... Ik weet niet wat te zeggen... het is meer een verhaal, maar zeker zeer aangrijpend.... xxx
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*Zoutloos is het leven zonder zee, gelukkig ben ik er vol van*engeltjes bestaan niet*kiss goodbye*
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13-02-2002, 16:00
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damn! .......... (is stil)
heel erg mooi geschreven!
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beter 1 sunflouwer op het forum, dan 11 bloemen in een vaas
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13-02-2002, 16:06
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thnx hijz beetje errug lang majah
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13-02-2002, 19:35
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*Stilte*
........ Ehmm.... *Stilte* kweet nie wak zeggen moet.... K vinnem erg mooi
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13-02-2002, 21:07
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 je hoeft ook eigenlijk niet veel te zeggen ik vind het al heel erg liev als jullie het gewoon lezen
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13-02-2002, 21:27
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laarmeis hijz heeeeel mooi
een voordeel van boeken lezen + goed kunnen dichten he  kvinnem echt heel goed..
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14-02-2002, 08:42
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 thnx masjmeis
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16-02-2002, 10:11
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ik zit hier emt tranen achter mijn computer, het is echt heeeeel erg mooi *snik*
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16-02-2002, 14:28
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*troost* thnx meid
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